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This is it, but it's never the end. I'll always love you, we'll always be friends. Alcohol and perfume, this is definately love. You'll have to forgive me. I must be going crazy. It will never be the end for us. My world is just off right now. I'm seeing things more clearly. I'll always be yours.

Space; I need a breather. Time; it's been a year, give me a few weeks to gather myself again. Love; I've lead myself to believe you existed. Trust; you know too much about me. Goodbye; it's not forever. In the end, I'll still love you, but it's been too long and I'm not sure I know myself anymore.

You know me too well. It's usually a good thing, but in all seriousness, with me, it is not. It means that it is time to push you away. It's time for you to go. I need to build up my walls again; I don't know how I let you get in so easily. You should know me better than this. If I'm yours, I want to be a priority, but it seems you lack motivation. I don't think you'd walk to the end of the world and back to save me… Especially if you refuse to walk a few blocks to make me smile. But then again, maybe I'm being selfish. It's time for you to go now. I'm burning bridges; don't let the flames get you. It's best to run across. Bu

I'm really starting to hate it here. I hate these damn walls. Inhale. Your picture is staring at me. Exhale. Why did you leave me, again? I just need a reminder.

I'm pushing you away from me with the ink stains on this lined paper. Every time you call me beautiful, I blush, but I'd never admit that to you. For some reason, you observe me close enough to notice. You're pretty much everything I've ever looked for. And for some reason you're trying to convince me that I'm an angel. You're chivalrous, but you don't know what you're doing to me. Your sweet words slide sour across my taste buds before they dissolve. They'll remain secret for now. No one can know you're making my head spin. You're reading my mind, you've got it all. The only thing I ever wanted was for a boy like you to think I'm c

Fear is everything you've lost on top of everything you know you'll never have. Breathing in and thinking everything will change when you exhale. Fear is a chain link fence with barbed wire at the top. You can't go around it, you can't pretend it's not there; you have to break it down, piece by piece. Fear is your past haunting you with memories and visions. Things you can't just drink away, but maybe you can dream them away. Fear is your crushed hopes piled in a basket along with your unwashed laundry. Throw it out just like that shirt you swore you'd never wear again. Fear is when you close your eyes and the bad things don't go away

When I'm out there alone, please think of me. On the nights when my eyes burn from the thousands of tears I've cried, please remember me. While I'm a million miles away from you, will you count down the days until you can see me again? Will you ever forgive me for leaving? When I'm chasing my dreams, I hope you realize that I'll always come back to you. If you ever lose hope, I want you to know that you're my inspiration. Look through old pictures when you feel alone. Our smiles shine bright, and you can see the love on our faces We'll be even happier when I get back, I promise. When we're apart, I hope you feel me right next to you.

There's never enough alcohol I need just one more drink and someone to carry me home Kiss away my tears because everyone knows I cry when I'm drunk I just hope that what we're doing won't tear apart our love I just want to go back to three months ago when we were innocent When I swore to myself I'd never give it all away But I think I was in love and that's all that mattered If I could take it all back, I wouldn't Because I've learned through tears I've been beaten with lies I've crossed burning bridges Only to discover that no one cared to begin with

She's the only one that drives me insane, Yet, she also keeps me sane. My heart races and slows when I see her. My face feels like it's burning As my palms sweat. She's the only one that makes me feel this way. I can't stand it... Yet, I can't live without it. What is this feeling? Love? Passion? True happiness? I don't know... I just can't wait to see her again! I just can't stop thinking about her... And what it would be like if we were together.

There was a time When wind swept away the worries When the day forgot the complications When the sun brought us up from the ground Back then We had and didn't ask We wondered but never wandered far enough to discover the truth we were protected from We were safe from knowing pain What a life it was What I would give to make a life of it What freedom it was Where lands were endless Where the road was imagination Where no one can find it anymore This is the time When wind pushes fresh sorrow unto us When the day never forgives When the sun never stays long enough We have and it's never enough We wonder when wandering will le

Nervous You're definitely not nervous enough Your palms aren't sweating Glistening in the afternoon light You aren't keeling over With stomach pains Is the world still straight to you? Mine is all upside down You must not be nervous enough Your smile doesn't quaver And your teeth aren't chattering Like its 32 below You hear every word Yet to me everything is distant And muted You must have good nerves Do your hands shake at the thought of losing me? Do you swear you'll never do it again? You must not be nervous at all You stand so straight, so proud Like the world cannot touch you Would you be nervous for me then? I ha

There's a hush in the bedroom. The bed lies in ruins. Sheets litter that once nice floor. Whispers touch the walls like love from a ghost. There's only one thing missing. At night the lights go dim. People tend to shiver. Some of them cry. In the morning, people wake. Some feel. Others, others just wish they could. When they stand up their covers hit the ground. Most times, you see who they are. They stand bare, letting their eyes adjust. Morning makes the most of them. There are times when their eyes never close. Maybe they're afraid of the dark, I'm more afraid of morning. Every day starts with a wish. Some end in dreams. I'

It must be a dream. The way you say my name, And the way you smile at me. It must be magic. The way that I believe The way you lie to me. It must be an illusion. The way seduce me, The way you wink at me. It must be witchcraft. The way you laugh like that The way I fall in love.

Your picture's burned black in the space between my fingers. I've been trying to break your name down; I'm scared of what you mean. I guess you're a demon by nature, but was else could you be? Your shackles bear a thousand names. You're known for your deceipt. Someone bring me a drink. Pour me a half glass of innocence and fill the other half with love. I'll drink half; you'll drink half and we'll lay spread-eagle as a whole. Windy days rip through this dusty past like it's been built just to die. Our bridges led us straight, but the paths we walked were twisted. The ruts in the concrete throw us down roads that wind full-circle. It gets har

Are we made of glass or old balloons? See, either way we're breaking, exploding. There's nothing scarier than the shrapnel. I guess though, that's only pieces of the pain. Sometimes I think Heaven cries. We call that the rain. I guess it matches how we feel. We're just match stick flames in the wind. Going, going, gone with the breeze. The faucet in the bathroom down the hall broke. I was young. I couldn't figure out how to fix it. I got going, going, gone from that bathroom. I didn't tell anyone, didn't wash my hands. Now, it must be haunting me. I've washed four thousand times and I can still see where you stained. I think my palms are hau

My body seethes with anger. My fingers refuse to move to create the right words to express my feelings correctly. The more I talk to you the more I want to kill you, slowly choking the life away from your form. Why can't you see the hatred in my voice, my eyes, and the way I talk to you? Are my emotions that well hidden from you? The sarcasm that laces my voice Only sinking through so much Your mind only sees The problems that you wish Yet  you come to me With your petty problems I don't care anymore

Stare into the sun When it's all said and done We never burned right But we forever burn bright Shine shimmering stars In the peaceful night sky Teardrops of light Teardrops that fall Sparkle in the sun Dried before they fall I'll take all your pain for you And keep it with me I'll take all your pain for you It's safe to breath As the hurt receeds Peaceful skies and quiet seas I can be your medicine Leave the pills for me Stare at the sun When it's all said and done We never burned right We never burned bright Come into the light Because the darkness is my friend Let me walk with you until we meet our en

Blowing smoke into my eyes, seeking someone to confirm your importance. Craving to fly and escape the clutches of yesterday. Please don't stand so close  - I can taste you on my tongue. Like a pill that once took the pain away, an overused drug rehab failed to get completely out of my system. I want to slit, slit across your wrist and down the road, to hear the river whisper you're alive. Creeping up my over-exposed thighs. I want to fuck you up, I want to hold you down, I need to creep into your veins like acid. You stand like you're one of the chosen ones, but you're a rebel just to feel intact. You breathe the same air every